Monday, December 04, 2006
i finally recovered my passport hours ago. all i have to say is its not entirely her fault, neither is it entirely my fault. i want to thank her for keeping me safe for this whole time, but pls, from this time on, fucking stay out of my life. you have your own opinions, i have my own way of living. dont always think that you have to make things right, make things fair, make things the way you think it should be, let nature take its course. if i'm meant to die, i'm meant to die, dont stop me from my destiny. mind your own business, try to have a luxurious life instead of just making ends meet, and fucking respect my dad regardless of any stituation.
and just for your info, the fact that i agreed to retract the police statement, sit down and talk to you nicely, controlling myself of my anger, you have to thank your son. if i do not have such a close cousin, you think i dont dare challenge you in court? you think i'll give you face just because you're related to me? you're right, dont underestimate me, but again you've underestimated me. i am not the boy who is scared of consequences you used to know. if i'm all out to do smth, i make sure i get it. yes, i'm the type of person who wants things done right now right here right then, the world is like this, i am like this, if i dont bother about your character, neither should you. one last final thing, dont ever comment anything about my friends because you dont have the right and moreover you dont know them at all. same goes for my parents and my grandmother.
if i have to type everything out, it'd be neve ending. so be a good dog, stay in your kennel, lick your own bone, and dont bother about wads going on outside - because the minute you're out, you never fail to bring trouble and trouble and more trouble to people around you. but anyway, thank you for your concern for me.
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