Wednesday, June 28, 2006
The day started off pretty well i guess. My first lesson was CommSk1. Got my exam script back and i think i did okay bah. Everyone was looking at my shoes la as if they're really that great. Just merely a pair of slippers wad i don't see what's so special about it. Then here come Doreen the grand who STEPPED on my birks. But its ok bah, she seems so happy doing it don't wanna scold her or anything. =)
After that was OB tutorial. My most dreadful nightmare is always during OB lessons. Its so damn fucking boring can. The teacher keeps going on and on and on and .. Just as expected i failed my paper la, plus i'm like the only one who failed. Felt so paiseh lorh, i guessed many in my class looked down la, can see from their faces. But i didn't take it to heart. =)
After that went Cheers eat cup noodles. Pity right? Nopes, actually i was rushing for time. Den attended the briefing and i saw her !!! I was like OMFG she's right there !!! I totally lost focus of the lecturer and keep stealing glances at her but the girl on her left like knew about it and she gave me the fierce look. =( She's belle's friend so can't do anything oso.
Then i walked past her at the lift. My heart was thumping so hard and fast i think my cheeks turned hot too la. *gosh I'm not kiding, i didn't fake this out it just happened by itself. Wilson suggested that we take the same lift but i think its not a very good idea, i think my presence makes her wanna puke. Worst case, we had to go to the saem classroom and she was standing there with her back facing me. I really felt like there were butterflies in my tummy la! I don't feel easy at all, and i'm really afraid that i'll create a bad impression then i'll never have a chance to talk to her. Anyway until now i still don't dare to approach her la. After like 5 mins she turned around and i think she saw me, that felt like a cannon flying right at me, i just turned my head to the floor. I don't even dare to look into her face. *sigh I can't continue already, feel so retarded and useless. In the first place she's too good for me, like the chinese saying goes "lai ha ma xiang chi tian er rou". *shakeshead
Updates:
- My BCS web project is due tomorrow and Wilson is doing all the last minute work. I really love you boy, sorry for making you do all the work, tomorrow treat you dinner!
- I finished the peer evaluation for my group. I actually wanted to close one eye and just click agree for everyone but XinChyr said we have to be honest so i did quite badly for *you know who. I guess XinChyr did the same as well bah.
- I don't think i got in for the interview for IMF. So fuck it.
- I'm quite unhappy with my own face, should i go for a face change?
- I need to get prepared for my CommSk1 presentation by friday.
- I hope WenJun will reply the message i sent her on friendster. At least a NO would make me feel satisfied.
- *sigh .. .. ..
- 12:01:00 AM;
