Monday, December 18, 2006
My aunt told me money cant solve everything. I want to tell you, without money you can do nth either.
I suddenly had the urge to blog abt money. I was just abt to order mac delivery when i took out a $50 note from the drawer an started staring at it. Why did it takeso long for me to feel this pain, this indescribable pain in my heart that money is hard earned. Staring at seriel number on the note and seeing the number 50, i realised how much that blue paper is worth. and to think that i can simply take it out and give it to bartenders without secon thoughts, i feel kinda stupid right now.
Some of the notes were given by my grandma, and they are still crisp plus the number is running in order. Why can someone give money so easily since its hard earned? Simply put, love. The worry she has and longing-ness to see me, but yet couldn't give much, thought that money might be what i need. Some parents who are so rich they think money is all their children needed. Those parents who barely make it think that family love is all their children needed for growing. There are others who simply couldnt care less, no money & no love. I figured that love is fundamental and money enhances, and this money, sure doesnt come easy.
I'm having my holidays now, as usual i should be working and earning money for my reckless spending habit. But i want smth different this holiday. I want to spend more time with my grandma, spend less, and understand the value of money.
Phew, pls dont bother abt wad is written. Once in a while wild and confused thoughts come to my mind. There're so many things i cant make them out straight so it seems rather confusing and contradicting. For now, i'm going to order Mac and continue Naruto. Tml is a brand new day, brand new start, forget abt the thoughts that striked me 5 mins ago, and continue trading money for some junks.
- 2:45:00 AM;
